Life is wild.
Getting back to NYC in January was bittersweet. Reconnecting at the Greenpoint Gallery is always a treat and Brooklyn is far from the worst place to be. But there was a general uneasiness in me being back in the city. I love taking chances and learning new topographies. Being surprised around every corner is something I live for. I had become addicted to being in situations where I understand nothing.
Many things conspired to me leaving for Los Angeles but it was a welcome change. Mostly because I was able to eat my own words about the city after speaking so poorly of the it while living in Austin. I used the opportunity to see things in a new light. Not only through photographing the insane sunlight in Southern California, but through the people I’ve met, the architecture I’ve stood in, and the general awareness I’ve gained through trying something new.
The last thing I expected was to photograph the poet laureate of Gucci and his lady during a choral arrangement of a Beatles song.
This year I whittled down my gear to one body and one lens. An all manual focus 40mm f/1.2 and very capable full-frame mirrorless. While this limits how I’m able to produce, it frees me from thinking in any other capacity. I can see most shots before I pull out my camera. Because of the sheer amount of shooting I did the last few months of 2018, I know exactly how certain parts of the day will look, how much contrasting sunlight I will need to create shapes with shadows, and where to stand in a DIY space to get the most dramatic shots from one florescent bulb on the wall.
I’m not huge on talking at length with the shots I take, but I believe the last year has allowed me to take serious steps towards much more dynamic photography than I have before. I’m beginning to feel proud of my work and I hope you guys dig it.
Also, how the fuck has it not rained in LA in three months?
concert
NY3: The 'Do I even live here?' Edition /
11/15/17-11/15/18 has been an interesting time.
After years of grinding out video editing skills, I landed a good job. After years of grinding out concert photography, people started digging my stuff. It has been cool and exciting.
At the beginning of 2018 I was finishing a temp job at MoMA and am ending the year in Bangkok after a three month stay in Europe that was sparked by acceptance to a residency in Arles, France.
When the year began, I was still developing my Sight + Sound series that I shot from February to May 2017 in Switzerland, Cuba, and Iceland. Work that took me longer than expected because I had no blueprint for the amount of work I wanted to put into it.
I also wanted to make strides in as many production areas as possible.
I took my After Effects time more seriously and began ripping random Soundcloud song to make videos. I began my slow decent into Trapcode and 3d rendering software and very much look forward to what will come from spending more time there.
I sold all of the lenses I was familiar with and attempted to transition to a zoom lens. After I was tired of trading quality for a quick change of focal lengths, I switched back to one main prime and it helped me set my focus for the photo sets that I’m releasing next. I forgot how much I loved the constraint of one focal length to help me think about how to shoot situations.
A slightly depressing but productive 2017 set me up for an insane 2018. I can only hope to work even harder in 2019.
I hope everyone’s next 365 days is productive.
Diet Cig
Bushwick
Sound Of Ceres
Grand Street L, first snow
Stuyedeyed
Staten Island Ferry
Show Me The Body
L Train
Octopus Project
Sunnyvale
DRMCRSHR
Abandoned factory in Gowanus
Sloppy Jane
Q Train
Lightning Bolt
Fort Tilden
Elsewhere
Coney Island
Grim Streaker
The Footlight
The Go! Team
South 4th Cafe (RIP)
Pill
Coney Island
Sound of Ceres
Bowery
Death of Lovers
Rockaway
Teen Body
Boat party
Greenpoint Gallery
Mr Lower Eastside
Secret Circle
Metropolitan Station
Retail
Midtown